it's been a while

but now i have something actually interesting to write about. so my friend told me about this band, which i will not name since i was told to keep them on the down low, but they are pretty amazing. their lead singer did a cover of a jonas brothers song and it was good. not as good as the original, but way better than i expected. so good job man who i shall not name.
so that was my interesting thing to write about. my life is pretty boring. and so is school. lately it feels like all i've been doing is school stuff. i feel like i wake up, go to school, skip most of my lunches to do leadership stuff (which isn't bad, it's just kind of pointless if there's no customers, therefore no reason to be there), go back to class, go straight home, do homework, help my sister with her homework and by that time it's time to go to sleep and do the same thing over again. and i feel like it isn't even paying off. i think i'm getting a C in AP history even though i've been working my butt off. i hope it will pay off in the end. i want to be able to get into a good school and then be able to support my family. it just feels like where i'm at now isn't leading me in that direction. i know that i should be grateful, and i am. some kids don't even have the chance to get an education like i am getting. so i just need to freaking suck it up and move on.