mine are crappy. or, as my mom says: "they're so bad you aren't going to get into a good college. you'll be stuck at De Anza or West Valley." ugh! i just wish i could prove her wrong. i wish i was able to say "no, i'm getting into my dream college and it'll be easy. because i work hard and i give school my all because i know what it means. i know it's my future, and that's why i care." too bad i can't. i did work hard, but i could've worked harder and be able to argue with her about this. but i can't. now i'm second guessing myself, afraid that i'm not going to make it to college. shoot, with these grades and California's budget cuts, i probably won't be able to.
chemistry: B+
AP history: B+
algebra 2: B
spanish 2: A
leadership: A+
english 2A: B+
and my chemistry and english B+'s were 89.somethings. if i had just tried THAT much harder i wouldn't have to be worrying so much. this sucks. i need to freaking stop messing around and get focused. dangit i wish i could go back to middle school days. i hate how fast life is going by. i hate worrying about the future. i just wish i could stay in the present forever.
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At least you don't have a C. :(
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