is what you are. boy, oh boy, am i confused. don't talk to me for what? a week, a week and a half? and then BAM! you speak and let me know that you like me again? what is this? if it's just a quick thing because no one else is into you at the moment, screw it. i'm not going to be your back up. i deserve more than that, so get yourself together and then let me know what you're thinking or feeling or not thinking or feeling. i really don't care what it is that you're going to tell me, as long as it's the truth. because i really can't take being so confused anymore. if you just need a friend, then i'll be that. if you need more, we can talk about that. i just need to know what you really want/need. i need you to tell me, not text me. i need you to call me or talk to me in person about it. but, i'm not going to just keep texting. i know we talk in person, but not about all of this. i don't even know if what your saying is you saying it. i hope it is, because i'm a naive idiot if not. but i'd rather know now than later down the line when i really fall for you. because i can feel that fall coming. and it's already making me feel like a bunch of crap.
i'm imperfect. i over think everything, i'm too trusting, i talk too much, i am scared to death of you, i can't stand this thing we're doing-whatever it is.
i don't know what you would see in me. maybe you are just screwing with my head. wouldn't be the first time, would it...
PS: sorry about this seemingly emo post. don't worry, i'm not. i'm just confused as heck!
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